Sunday, August 16, 2009

My summer season....

In the past few months, I've witnessed first hand the aging (or amortization) of one tunnel of vision and simultaneously developing an even larger-more-matured paradigm on life. 

Truth. Knowledge-on a higher level. Maturity. Hopefulness. Humility. Trial. Tribulation. Growth. Language.

I have realized that what we should be doing in life is looking to learn its language. Throughout this summer, imagery along with allegory have showed me that the pictures in life speak to each other. Thus, it becomes our job to figure out what it is it in fact to that which they speak of. 

Numbers. 5. Finishing up 6 and 7. 4 More to go after.

4= equivalent to books 

Now with no key.

83. 16 turned 17. 14 turned 15. 19-turned 20. 21. 4 years. 1911. 1924. 2 months. 1911, twice. 


Thank God. No numbers here, unless all-the-time can be counted. 


My brain operates different now. Though it's difficult to describe, its reminiscent of all those previously outlined. Ultimately, a condition I am not fully equipped for. Similarly, A condition that is lacking in modern day leadership. One must be in it, to win it. In colloquial terms, a leader, in order to be most effective and impactful, must have lived it to breath it. 

Certain souls need certain getaways. And its most important for that soul to make sure that he/she gets away. Corporate America has banked on this huge growth in demand. Diversity. 
I like adverbs. Though, through my generations of school and paper-writing, my teachers have always attempted to discourage me from them. I believe they give you the small details of the sentence that no adjective can give you. Similar to that which makes up what we call life. Its important for us to pay attention. Truth and happiness are always present in life as they constantly spiral. We just have to pay attention to the details to see it, be it and speak it. 

To be able to ask the right questions, feel the right emotions and see the right things is a skill, and not something as innate as people assume. To be able to cross-relate everything that happens in life, around you, in your reality is a skill we must seek to master. Becoming a writer of history. Fuck with the psychology of things. Heavily consider the sociology of those things. Strategically play with the politics of those very same things: solely for your benefit in the hopes that you will have the multitudes more to benefit from that very same it. 

One must look to acquire the skill of constantly questioning their definition of success. Wanting to fall in love with something so divine that it could never be measured or defined. 
One must look to understand the power in people. Once we do that and we subsequently only see the good in people, life blossoms. The air is unlike any other air that one feels. 

Adversity, mentally more than anything is essential to success. Again, the ever looming question of what success constitutes. 

The implicit understanding that we must look to live beyond everything except for being men and women of humanity within the eyes of God.  

We must search to know why life is only temporary but in the process find that we as human beings are apart of a fractional subsection within the universal time. 

Hence success is nothing temporary and it should never be defined to something as it relates. Rather, as life is temporary and so is the body in which we live, success should be something that can impact the time to which we live to something so big so as to change the course of that universal time forever. 

Throughout this vessel of time we live in, there are certain patterns coupled with phases we go through. Namely, making it natural for the spirit of humanity to go through seasons.

This has certainly been a summer season....learn to let the spirit lead you and you not so much lead the spirit, and you will realize your season. 









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